the big problem with us today is that we fucking don't understand other people's sufferings. if we don't suffer them, we think it can't be that fucking bad. look, i fucking understand that there are many worse lives than me. big fucking deal! that just depresses me more to realize that.

get your heads out of your fucking asses and take a big fucking look. just because your life is bad doesn't mean mine isn't. a lot of fucking bullshit has happened to me, a lot of bullshit has happened to other people. why? 'cause we live in a fucked up world and everyone is a hypocrite and a liar. it's human fucking nature.

wanna know what really pisses me off? people who have shitty lives but enjoy them, then try to fucking tell me i should be the same way since my life isn't as bad. fuck you. just because you want to live in denial thinking your life is good doesn't mean you can tell me how i should run my fucking life. this goes out to all you fuckers who are reading my rants right now and saying "god, this guy is a depressed freak, he needs help": go suck a fucking cock.

psychiatrists really piss me off. what gives them the fucking right to say that life is good and depression is a mental illness? depression is simply knowledge. happiness is ignorance. where the fuck do you think the phrase "ignorance is bliss" comes from? it's fucking bullshit.

i don't want a fucking shrink or anyone to brainwash me that life is good. i have scars on my wrists and in my heart, and lying words are not going to eliminate them. fuck you.

-roto